writing with a left hand, sitting in my bed of pain

so iam writing with my left hand and my right pinky in my bed of pain in my pj's, and feeling pain in my middle and index fingers as at school 3 and a somthing hours ago i got theem sqwished and mangled in a heavy wooded green school door YAY

i have come back from the hospital ( and sorry for any speling sizz coz its hard righing with my left hand)  after being at the hospital for 3 and somthing hours with the school nurse and daddy.

ya no a onrmal day in heaven,  jokes

so what happend?????

welll i came down the stairs to my religoun class, RE, and i saw natalie, one of my best firneds, and the door, even tho our teacher wasnt there, was open and i opend the door and went and put my shizz down and then we went out near the door, and i was leaning aganst the side of the door, were the hinges of the door are, and my hand was in front of me and nat had ran into the room because jack and Reece has started looking through nats dancing shizz and then jack ran to shut the door on nat and reece and then he shut the door, and i randomly looked down and saw my fingers were in between the heavy wooden door and the metal door thingy, and i said " ouch" and then i cant remeber but i think jack saw and oped the door and i put my had to my face and saw there was a dented mark and i walked into the classroom an dnat saw and jack said sorry maddie, and nat said wat happend an di told her at the same time as she turned my hand over and i saw blood coming out of the cut thingy, then nat said omg and started rushing me to sick bay, and jack was saying sorry and nat told me to put pressure on the blood and by the itme we got to the sick aby my left hand was blood red from my right hands blood,  the pain was freaking huge, and nat the whole time stood by me and helped me and told the nurse and when i though i was gonna puck she held the bag thogny up for me and she put her hand over my shulder and said everything was going to be okay, and she smiled at me and helped me though it and natalie i am so greatfull you helped me so much, thank you thank you so much, i love you natalie, thank you (H) <3 <3

the nurse had me in a chair and tahlia, CORN, her anuty was there too :) shes so nice and when ( after the nurse said no) i got up and walked over to the bed and lay down, tahlias anuty sat down next to me and smiled and talked to me whial the nurselooked at my hand and bandage it and put shizz on it, and this was just ats school!!!  i soon went to hospital, with was like riht next to the school with was good, and i had to wait and my han was startign the freaking kill, and then i stated cryig, but only a couple of tears, then when the nurse went to go do some paper work thingys att he desk my dad came in and then i started crying, or as he said " poor baby as soon as she saw me she burst into tears" :P i had two panadol tablets to stop the pain and guys  I TOOK EVERY SINGLE ONE :) they were in quarters but still you guys should be proud, normally i take only one tablet but i took two and i took them one aftert he other just like that!!!!!!!!!!!  i feel proud


so thn the nurse went after a whial and i was finally called through and i sat in a chair and got my figners looked at, then waited a lond time, then got xrays, the waited a long time then got cleaned up, aparts from the blood on my school dress, school sock and shoe and  knee,  then waited and then by the end i got my fingers bandage in a thonggy so the skin heals and stopped bleedign, and then i went back to school to get my bag, and i had to go to my maths class coz it was 3rd period and nat an djack are in my class, and shane is too and nat shot out of her chair and came over to me and we had to go to her locker to get my books and pencil case adn shizz and thennat told me jack feels so bad and hes guilty and is upset and allt his and that nearly every body knows about was happend, and when i walked into the class room every one shouted MADDIE, and lol and then i said good bye to nat and we huged then i walked, with the nurse carrying my bag, haha, she is nice that nurs, anyway i met dad at the car and then he drove me home :) a
and now im in my bedroom on my bed of pain, and i think ill watch a movie or fall asleep, or get some ice cream nom nom

poor jack

ohhhhh right lol
sooo my fingers are NOT broken or anything, exept brused and bleeding, ill put pic up in a sec and yes so they just sting and hurt and are bruese an thats all :) so thank you God XD

nom noms right

yes i cant show you my index finger because its strated to bleed again |-( damn

yes argh

so thats pics of my middle finger, most of you will see it soon, might come to school tomoz, depeds coz the pain, yes im hungry lol

ill do some random blogging today to pass time

oh i also got a band they put on ym wrist, its so cool, i might take it to school to moz, for show adn tell ahahahaha jokes im in high school and unfortunatly they dont do that anymore :( 

yerrr all probs see half of you when you get home from school, dean jim and caitlin if you walking today, you betters come see me :)

anyway bye guys

xxxx