gruff

okay guys im in a really pissed off mood, like seriously i will snap at people, over the silly things
like im just pissed
it seems like every one forgets that i have feelings too, like that just because i am one of the only ones that hide my feeligns so others dont get pissed or sad too, and it seems people actually forget that im a person too, that i have gotted my heart broken
seems just because i dont say things people think il be fine with it, like even tho i dont say i dont want people talkign to shane, i would guess people would just think for a second and think that maybe i dont want them talkign to him, because i dont i want them to be pissed at him, which is a bit.. selfish, but if people dont want me talking to there guy, why cant they stop talkign to mine

i mean, laughing with him in english... on friday pissed me off, but you didnt even know that i was clenching my jaw so i didnt snap at you, coz then you didnt even ask me if i was okay, i mean i wasnt talkign to you, but no one even asks me.

because i hide my emotions, an di no im not the only on


but tomorrow i wil snap at people, im in such a bad mood i see me snappign at tahlia and natalie and brit,


argh and dean

and shane

and haha i see me snappign at jake, but... then he hugs me better O.o



argh
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georgia is tryign to help me, and dean, and jim

ily you three <3