today was so ooooo shit



first shane was saying he dont wanna dobble dip, as in he doesnt want to out with me again, and he said he doesnt want a girlfriend, went he is asking all these girls out, ARGH and he was gonna ask me out  but i donno wat happend
and i told him i likes him, tho i should of said love, buttttttttt he had to go so he hugged me and then he was walking up a hill and we said bye and he blew me a kiss,  and then at the trano i had to run to my bus so i didnt hug him cuz i though we were onna miss our bus, and then the bus ended up waiting like 10 min and i was sitting in my chair going NOOOO, man i could of hugged shane, nooo damnit damnit damnit and shizz
and wahhhh
and then emily told me on skype that she said so are ou gonna ask maddie out and he said no

but then he apareantly he smiled and then change dth esubject

but
argh
ema nd catiee think he is hiding it and its a surprise, that think hes gonna ask me out, but...... i dont know

wahhhhhhhhhhh

thinks are weird with me and dean, cuz he likes me, and yerrrrrrrrrr

but argh shane is so annoyingly hot
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ccrr*jhgfd*


i should go to bed.........

i dont want to but i should


good night