i hate my life i hate my brother C and i hate everything right now!!!!!!!!!

C took my bloody ipod and hid it and now he " cant" find it and he wont give it back untill i give him back his 40 dollars!!!!! which i DONT HAVE bloody hell, i feel so freaking annoyed, and mum is NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, all she is saying is " he doesnt have it" and "he lost it" but really she is siding with her Beautiful Amazing Gorgeous i-could-never-do-anything-wrong-because-i'm-so-amazing-and-mummy-loves-me-more Boy,  bloody hell, he called me the C word twice just now, i told mum, and all she does is yells at me!!!!!!!!!!!!  my life is so freaking stupid...
i wish i was at the park...so someone could make me happy, but nooooooo, ARGH i couldnt start my running, which i was going to do every day, but i ant running without my ipod, i ll look stupid, and now my brother has lost it, seriously i is not in my room, F's room, C's room, the hall way, the cuboard, the loungroom, the dinning room, the kichen, and i tried to look upstaires but there is soo much crap up there i can do it..... and then my "friends" caitlin and Kara come say hello and i say " come in my room an dhelp me please" and then i was in C's room trying to find it, and they come in to "help" like 20 min AFTER i said to help!!!!!!!!!!
and then after 5 min they say " wow i'm getting out of here" and go in my room, then as i am not following the go outside and play with my stupid brothers and neightbour, Michelle


bloody hell, and i am crying in my room, trying to find my freaking ipod and my "friends" dont even come in to help me.

then after i whial i was going to go outside and say oh i thought you friends" were ging to help me, oh no dont worry now, i ll do it myself, like i have been doing THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!
but then they came in to say that Caitlin "had" to go and so i was lik e"okay cool then" and catiee goes to hug me and i give her a quick hug then walk back down the hall way
ahahhahaaaaa seves them right...

god my day ant that good either, family screaming at eachother,

bloody hell i hate hate hate Crisitian, severs him right that i kicked him in the balls, mwahahahhhhh
god i am in such i bad mood right now.... wish some one could cheer me up



yer think thats all on my mind that i can talk about anyway.........