some people

just need to get out of my life, and grow some balls



and others need to just give in and be nice

and others need to stop thinking there always right, because there not


and btw, if there is a fight between friends, it is always both of their faults, BOTH, not one, and not the other, BOTH

so thats why people shouldnt think their right all the time, that its not their fault and it always the others fault, and no this is not abotu you nat, its about everyone, anyone...


so people dont think its never your fault because its always your fault, AND the other persons fault to, you are BOTH equally in fault, so there for you should say sorry at the same time, so people dont go "i allways say sorry first" blah blah




just sayign

TECH GRAPH

in tech graph with dean, hannah and ben (coughgeorgiacough)

mark 4,. and 3 out of 5 woop woop
makign a BBQ, yay

sooo fun, not

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doing everythign i can do to not do my work

did my RE exam

shane said sorry to me, said he was beign a dickhead... haha


mewow
deans srtomach hurts

tehee
teacher is gay


hahahahhashahkahhahaha
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i spammed dean last night
but nimbuzz didnt let me :( :( :(
pressed ahahahhaha dean said he is havign his perid, teheee



'

brb teACHER

gruff

okay guys im in a really pissed off mood, like seriously i will snap at people, over the silly things
like im just pissed
it seems like every one forgets that i have feelings too, like that just because i am one of the only ones that hide my feeligns so others dont get pissed or sad too, and it seems people actually forget that im a person too, that i have gotted my heart broken
seems just because i dont say things people think il be fine with it, like even tho i dont say i dont want people talkign to shane, i would guess people would just think for a second and think that maybe i dont want them talkign to him, because i dont i want them to be pissed at him, which is a bit.. selfish, but if people dont want me talking to there guy, why cant they stop talkign to mine

i mean, laughing with him in english... on friday pissed me off, but you didnt even know that i was clenching my jaw so i didnt snap at you, coz then you didnt even ask me if i was okay, i mean i wasnt talkign to you, but no one even asks me.

because i hide my emotions, an di no im not the only on


but tomorrow i wil snap at people, im in such a bad mood i see me snappign at tahlia and natalie and brit,


argh and dean

and shane

and haha i see me snappign at jake, but... then he hugs me better O.o



argh
fuck fucjvj[bvln;bg bgm, .mnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnfr,lf./dXZSD
sfghjkmnb vc

georgia is tryign to help me, and dean, and jim

ily you three <3

IM IN LOVE

RONNIE RADLKE MWAH


<3

LOVE HIM

AND FALLING IN REVERSE

AND BVB


AND ESCAPE THE FALL


AND BULLET FOR MY VALANTINE








IN LOOOVVEEE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWK6dQOdri0&feature=related

creepy
creepy
freaked out
the sound was gay then it sounded skrillex like and then ....


watch it nero, weird girl i think girl

then watch nero, guitly ...

so that video is two videos put together, one from the guy david blah blah, an dthe other, were the girls scream is from this one down here mike henderson,  watch and see what happends http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TfsHBLuZkE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEfoff4cpRA&feature=related

okay well i havebeen doing my "homework" and watching youtube vidoes all day, an di was watching confessions of a broken heart by linsey lohan and then at this stuff came up an di was gettign sad so i was clicking this and watchign sad things and then i scrolled down and saw "man shoots himself on britians got talent, and i watched it and its that link above ^^^
im watching other ones like it to see what exactly happend, but yeah i think we all no wat did

now that is sad...

bless his sole

   just walking away from broken hopes losing the trust she had in love  , saying her good byes to  a nobody , walking a path she hated , regretting the beautiful years she spent with someone who now  claimed to have moved on , she tried to forget but the journey from being no one to someone was so full of love and this journey to abandon those feeling was so full or regret,  she walked the roads silently suppressing a sob and reliving her hearts pain mixed with salty water.  Tugging at the strap of her shoulder bag trying to ignore the reality of everything. Was she stupid to hurt, should she have switched off her feeling because he did, could she?  how was she going to just forget all those times they talked , all the times he said he loved her, years of love were over and she didn’t even know why. How was she to react, those words echoing ‘‘so the plan is we never see each other '' 

- By Divinity

i HATE......

it when people HANG UP ON ME



tahlia i how you are very very anoyed at your self and you feel very very bad, because i am heart broken, my heart is on the floor,   i neeeeddddd your hellpppppp


as im dumb


your gay

eating ice cream in a cup with a fork



nom nom nom nom nom nom nomnom

ketting my ipod do its thing, playing songs in alfa bet order :3

tryed...

eating ice cream with a fork


it works, it was fun actually :P

OHMI COW

I FORGOT TO GET MY SCHOOL BAG FROM MY LOCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YESTURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ALL MY HOME WORK WAS IN IT AND ALL MY SHEETS AND NOTES AND EVERYTHING WAS IN THERE AND I FOR GOT TO GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so stupid

shit

argh there was so much going on, my friend was sad, i was trying to find my bags, trying to talk to my friend, putting yukky shit in the bins, and then as i was helping my friend with her bags to her car my ride came and I

FOR
GOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so dumb argh nononononononononononononononnoononononononoonnononnonoooooooooooooooooooooo shit shit shit shit shit shit
now i dont know wat to do, i dont know all my home work and what i have to do for my assignments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so dumb
omgommgomgomomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
gg
mog
gmgrm
ofgdos

ogs
grwfgwofgofg
ogfo
fg
og
o gr
ogfvas
'SHIT

BUGGER POO BUM






NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO




ARGHHHHHHHHHH


Lord help me, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg camp was so.............. FREAKING AMAZING

there is wayyyy to much to tell you

HOME WORK IS GAYYY




THANK YOU TO MY ENGLISH TEACHER, S&E TEACHER, AND TO EVERY FREAKIGN TEACHER THATS GAY, OR LEZBO IN MRS STOKES CASE
AHHAHA

my fingers

sooo here is wat my fingers look like right now,

talking to the moon

tu me fais chier parfois presque tout temp

tu me fais chier parfois presque tout temp

dear...

 J=  Je t'aime, non pas la bite
Georgia= Je t'aime Géorgie. Votre ma belle fleur et son meilleur ami.
Je t'aimerai toujours
Tahlia=  Tahlia mon meilleur ami incroyable, vous êtes vraiment fou, mais je t'aime quand même, vous aimer pour toujours
Natalie=  chers sexy, Natalie vous m'aider tellement, merci chérie, je t'aime pour toujours
Dean= tu es mon meilleur ami Guy, les temps sont difficiles Tho, vous êtes là pour moi toujours, merci Dean
Caitlin= Je vous ai connu depuis Kindy et je vais vous le savez dans les années à venir, vous devez être le meilleur huper frined que j'ai, je vous aimerai pour toujours

J'espère que cette sanglante travaillé, parce que j'ai passé beaucoup de temps dans ce domaine, lol, je vous aime, pour toujours et toujours
Maddie oxoxoxoxoxoxoxox   

georgia... i google translated it

jag gillar att kisser









look it up

TAHLIA READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS OKAY, dont worry your add recorded, all 16:78 min of it, and 5 min of recording the tree, hahaa, its fine, fuuph

but when we actually get it right, and i drink the water " and im all good and shizzz flynn touched the camera so its really shaky sorry about that, i killed flynn for us both, mwhahaha

yessums so your is fine apart from that stupid part :)


you did a great job :)

meow SHIT TAHLIAAAAAAAA READ*******

so i have done a photography challenge, and seeing as georgia is being mean and not letting me do hers.  i will post the challenge later, after i do somthing, mwahahaa

anyways, so my challenge will get any one to do it, tahlia, dean, nat, caitlin, especially caitlin and nat, seeing as they both forget to do blogs, tusk tusk

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


so i have to do aLOT of home work, i have study for english test shit, S&E task one and two, which ill hopefully do tonight, and science test shit and i think thats all but then i have outdoor ed camp this wed and aaarrrrgggggghhhhh theres so much to do for just two nights, becuase we have to bring our own food, which i think is gay,  so hopefully i go shopping tomorrow, and get everything

we go in group of up to three, and im going with Nat and Tahlia :) :) :)
which shall be fun
dean has to go with jake, harharhar poor you dean

so  OMG BEFORE I FORGET ill put up photos of my week, and show you the flowers my friend sophia gave me and the roses my grand dad gave me :)
lalalalallalala waiting waiting waiting








omg
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGOMGMOMOGMOGMOG   TAHHHLIIAAAAA
TAHLIA
TAHLIA
OMG FUREAKING HELL TAHLIA



WE DIDNT RECORD YOUR ADD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE ONLY RECORDED THE START WERE IM DRINKING, WE DIDNT RECORD WHEN YOU COME IN
NNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHH DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
OMG
TAHLIA
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ARGH
IM CALLING YOU SOON TAHLIA OKAY
DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT

today was so ooooo shit



first shane was saying he dont wanna dobble dip, as in he doesnt want to out with me again, and he said he doesnt want a girlfriend, went he is asking all these girls out, ARGH and he was gonna ask me out  but i donno wat happend
and i told him i likes him, tho i should of said love, buttttttttt he had to go so he hugged me and then he was walking up a hill and we said bye and he blew me a kiss,  and then at the trano i had to run to my bus so i didnt hug him cuz i though we were onna miss our bus, and then the bus ended up waiting like 10 min and i was sitting in my chair going NOOOO, man i could of hugged shane, nooo damnit damnit damnit and shizz
and wahhhh
and then emily told me on skype that she said so are ou gonna ask maddie out and he said no

but then he apareantly he smiled and then change dth esubject

but
argh
ema nd catiee think he is hiding it and its a surprise, that think hes gonna ask me out, but...... i dont know

wahhhhhhhhhhh

thinks are weird with me and dean, cuz he likes me, and yerrrrrrrrrr

but argh shane is so annoyingly hot
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ccrr*jhgfd*


i should go to bed.........

i dont want to but i should


good night

soo my dad "came to see how i was" today
and umm.... he was a bitch

to my mum

honesty, ill bash him up next time

jk, kinda

argh, no one knows how mean and horrible he is to my mum, seriously, people pick on my mum but dad is the worst..... he said mum cant compell him to have us kids... and all this shit that mums doing a bad job at raisin gus, or somthing, JUST because he saw the dishers werent done and the loungeroom was messy


bloody hell


he said other things but...... yer





well least he gave me chocolate.... a m&m tube |-( mmm

................

oh hum ho pigs bum














wanting to swear butttt not a great idea




why!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats the Q EVERYONE is asking




why why why why why why why

me

why

deannnnnn argh



god help us all


amen......

nom nom

talking with georgia on the phone and eating ice cream :)

GEORGIA!!!!!!!!!

are you home????

i got the phone comment and tell me and ill call you

waiting was never my specialty 

meow meeeow meaw meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

wiv milky meow   i just have to wait a couple more hours and then i can takl to ppl


gg when you read this please go onto your hotmial and see if a chat comes up


coz i found out how to chat hhahhhha im so dumb :P

lol  so please see if the chat thingy workds









hurry up all youse im a loner im sooooooooooooooooo bored

dear my amazing friends that are at school having fun...

my fingers are still swollen :/
there like fat cocktail sausages
argh thats so much to do
2 assignments, outdoor ed camp, school,  argh i think ill probs start my S&E ad, but i donno wat to do,  im thinking of doing the nike ad,  and i might get dean to help me,  but when the camera lookes up you wont be able to see him,  just this huge tall thing...
and tahlia is helping me too, hopefully she can come over my house tomorrow and we can do it together and maybe caitlin can help us too and dean :)

argh,  im bored i wanted to go to school today but then i slept in, tehee

argh because i hurt my fingers yesturday i went home and i didnt go to the audition of the school production, and i think today is the dancing audition aswell, :/ so i hopefully cango to school tomoz and as if i can do it at recess and or lunch :)



imm soooooooooooooooooo boreddddddddddddd

what shall i do today??????

the weather is crap, what happend to spring,  ant it ment to be sunny, but i kinda like this weather, least the pools at scoll are nice :)
hope it rains soon

BEE OTCH

MAN my fngers are killing arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wahhhhhh

i keep seeing images of today.... and there not pretty so i cant sleep


if it started raining it would help..........

but


if you







never mind,  im not gonna post anything, including how i had wat ever, cuz im not gonna start a fight...













good night people

argh

my fingers are throbbing still ;(

man...

i gotta pee

writing with a left hand, sitting in my bed of pain

so iam writing with my left hand and my right pinky in my bed of pain in my pj's, and feeling pain in my middle and index fingers as at school 3 and a somthing hours ago i got theem sqwished and mangled in a heavy wooded green school door YAY

i have come back from the hospital ( and sorry for any speling sizz coz its hard righing with my left hand)  after being at the hospital for 3 and somthing hours with the school nurse and daddy.

ya no a onrmal day in heaven,  jokes

so what happend?????

welll i came down the stairs to my religoun class, RE, and i saw natalie, one of my best firneds, and the door, even tho our teacher wasnt there, was open and i opend the door and went and put my shizz down and then we went out near the door, and i was leaning aganst the side of the door, were the hinges of the door are, and my hand was in front of me and nat had ran into the room because jack and Reece has started looking through nats dancing shizz and then jack ran to shut the door on nat and reece and then he shut the door, and i randomly looked down and saw my fingers were in between the heavy wooden door and the metal door thingy, and i said " ouch" and then i cant remeber but i think jack saw and oped the door and i put my had to my face and saw there was a dented mark and i walked into the classroom an dnat saw and jack said sorry maddie, and nat said wat happend an di told her at the same time as she turned my hand over and i saw blood coming out of the cut thingy, then nat said omg and started rushing me to sick bay, and jack was saying sorry and nat told me to put pressure on the blood and by the itme we got to the sick aby my left hand was blood red from my right hands blood,  the pain was freaking huge, and nat the whole time stood by me and helped me and told the nurse and when i though i was gonna puck she held the bag thogny up for me and she put her hand over my shulder and said everything was going to be okay, and she smiled at me and helped me though it and natalie i am so greatfull you helped me so much, thank you thank you so much, i love you natalie, thank you (H) <3 <3

the nurse had me in a chair and tahlia, CORN, her anuty was there too :) shes so nice and when ( after the nurse said no) i got up and walked over to the bed and lay down, tahlias anuty sat down next to me and smiled and talked to me whial the nurselooked at my hand and bandage it and put shizz on it, and this was just ats school!!!  i soon went to hospital, with was like riht next to the school with was good, and i had to wait and my han was startign the freaking kill, and then i stated cryig, but only a couple of tears, then when the nurse went to go do some paper work thingys att he desk my dad came in and then i started crying, or as he said " poor baby as soon as she saw me she burst into tears" :P i had two panadol tablets to stop the pain and guys  I TOOK EVERY SINGLE ONE :) they were in quarters but still you guys should be proud, normally i take only one tablet but i took two and i took them one aftert he other just like that!!!!!!!!!!!  i feel proud


so thn the nurse went after a whial and i was finally called through and i sat in a chair and got my figners looked at, then waited a lond time, then got xrays, the waited a long time then got cleaned up, aparts from the blood on my school dress, school sock and shoe and  knee,  then waited and then by the end i got my fingers bandage in a thonggy so the skin heals and stopped bleedign, and then i went back to school to get my bag, and i had to go to my maths class coz it was 3rd period and nat an djack are in my class, and shane is too and nat shot out of her chair and came over to me and we had to go to her locker to get my books and pencil case adn shizz and thennat told me jack feels so bad and hes guilty and is upset and allt his and that nearly every body knows about was happend, and when i walked into the class room every one shouted MADDIE, and lol and then i said good bye to nat and we huged then i walked, with the nurse carrying my bag, haha, she is nice that nurs, anyway i met dad at the car and then he drove me home :) a
and now im in my bedroom on my bed of pain, and i think ill watch a movie or fall asleep, or get some ice cream nom nom

poor jack

ohhhhh right lol
sooo my fingers are NOT broken or anything, exept brused and bleeding, ill put pic up in a sec and yes so they just sting and hurt and are bruese an thats all :) so thank you God XD

nom noms right

yes i cant show you my index finger because its strated to bleed again |-( damn

yes argh

so thats pics of my middle finger, most of you will see it soon, might come to school tomoz, depeds coz the pain, yes im hungry lol

ill do some random blogging today to pass time

oh i also got a band they put on ym wrist, its so cool, i might take it to school to moz, for show adn tell ahahahaha jokes im in high school and unfortunatly they dont do that anymore :( 

yerrr all probs see half of you when you get home from school, dean jim and caitlin if you walking today, you betters come see me :)

anyway bye guys

xxxx

daddy's house :P

soooo im at my dads house right now and yesturday i went to dad gf's house and slept over, and it was fun, i finnished reading Torment and i forgot to bring Passion ( btw,, as my brother just asked me, :p Torment an dPassin are sequels to Fallen, by Lauren Kate, BEST BOOK EVA, angels are sooo better then vampires :P) with me soo i found a book at dads gfs house, her name is corrina, anyways i found a book that tahlia has read before "Big Girl" and its sooo sad, thisa is the blurb

Two sisters, two very different lives...
Victoria-a cubby little girl with blond hair, blue eyes and ordinary looks- has spent her whole life being second best to her perfect younger sister Gracie, being told that she is a disappointment to her parents, and unable to win there apporval. While waging a ceasless war against her weight, enduring her father's belittling comments about her appearance and seeing her academic acheivements go unacknowledged, she knows that she has to get as far away from home as possible. Home is Los Angeles, where beauty an dappearance are all.

She moves to New York City, where she finds a job she loves - as a high school teacher - amongst the sleek an dslinky of Manhattan. Her lifeline to her family is through Gracie - they couldnt be more different, btu they love each other unconditionally. Victoria finds her own life in New York, while her battle with her own weight continues.

And then a chance encounter starts an incredible chain of events. But can Victoria really leave behind all the hurt, neglect an dloss that she has tried to forget an dstep into a new an dfulfilling futer? And whatever the scales tell her, she is determeined to cherish who she is.



Golly that took forever, argh

ANYWAYYY
 i have to go now, because Shia Labeouf cannot be ignored, NOM NOM

NOM seeerrriiiouslyyyyy he is soooo freaking hot nom nom nom


gooooodddddd nom nom thank you god for shia \, thank you thank you




anyway i have to go


TRANSFORMERS WOOP WOOP




"your b-, PPOFF dream gone"
haha

bee otch hahhahahaaa


argh stupid megan fox, stupid meany hot bee otch argh



GOOOOOCDDD

anyway byeee nom nom, times. hahahahhaaa



anyway bye xxxxx

i never get time any mor eto ppost a blog so this is quickly a race blog


shan eand my "friend" bree are going out :/


she iddnt even ask if it was okay, shane being my ex and all, and the fact i sitl

love him